Knee me Dude nude I am not what defines me. What defines me are not the things of which I’m made, such as eating fast food, speeding or forgetting my banking password. I am not one who over spends his allowance, or who justifies his extravagance with room for more negotiation; I want nothing more Continue reading

It’s come–the dues. They won’t let me go. I have no money for them anyways. I won’t go anywhere. Giulia. Soft, pale light… I’ve thought for three days for a description of its interior design but I could come up with nothing but that it is simple… that it is elegant and of the stupor Continue reading

Happy Thanksgiving. I give my thanks to the people who I’ll never thank. I thank those who surround the people who surround me. I thank the indirect continuity between those and me, who surround themselves with people exactly like them. I thank those who, like the tree, diverge their arms but stay under the same Continue reading

hot, blistering, cold air down to the beach. Dumplings. dumplings. Tibetan. Cold air Forgot my wallet Shopping. Best dinner in some time. there were three of us. The moon you and me. The road continues everything is black the pebbles, ruts, weeds, mercury-vapor lamps, the man on the street, sleeping, ambulances–sirens. Then the mud and Continue reading

Woke up. Fixed the fridge Ate Cooked but did not cook the products didn’t form a dog came he played I barked We went to the dog park He played more I read and rested Each day continues like a sluggish tempo Adagio some days, legato some times, Andante and suddenly Largo then its all Continue reading

Monday Today I shall only quote this passage that sums up the chaos and disintegrating form of any order–an unifying “anonymous becoming.” “But today, ex post, I know it was the arrow that was the most important, so in telling thisI move it to the forefront, from a myriad of undifferentiated facts I extract the Continue reading

Negation has prerequisies. It’s another good warm day. Smooth and untethered. Smooth because of vicissitudes. Vicissitudes because of ease. And so with both, I experience smoothness and content and troubledness with another attitude; they are no longer what they were. They are now new, different, evolved, born out of a new shell, metamorphisizing. Negation has Continue reading

Monday I have just read “On Nothing” by John Cage again. But I did not think that I’ve read it. For the longest time, I thought I had forgotten it. Forgotten that I remembered it. And so now, I turned back and read it, and it was fabulous. It was light with the touch of Continue reading

The dove spoke to the muskrat, “why do you bother trying to go down to the waters? The stronger could not do it, so why can you?” The muskrat replied, “I didn’t bother. I just went.” “Why would you? The beaver, otter, and all the stronger ones couldn’t. So, what chance did you bet on? Continue reading

slaves of effect. I am… choose to be free at the cost of having nothing rather than “free” because i possess a thing or two I hold things off. till over the edge. Pass the deadline. i dont know. I dont care. I dont care for deadlines. They matter to me. But their consequences don’t. Continue reading