YuHeng's blog

- Sick. Headache, hard to breathe, back pain, plugged ears, sorethroat.  - -  Didn't go to class at 11. Whatever. 
- Took hoya out for a walk in the morning. 
- Had a smoothie, stocks, cleaned up, wrote
- Piano. I just can't get Goldberg's 5th variation right. 
- The sun came out and the whole room was very warm and nostalgic and somehow, I slowly felt sad because it reminded me of something very long ago but i just can't remember and I was sad because I know that I had lost it.  ie the warm emptiness of quarantine for me. 
- Was gonna do some reading, but i dreamed about the trees and the sky. 
- I'm very behind on all my readings actually. I hate all my classes. Whatever, its the last semester. 
- So, to not feel useless, I went shopping for lunar new year. T&t. It is hard not having a car around now.  
- got home and had noodles. 
- Watched two episodes of house and took hoya out. Showered and put on new sheets. 

The cloud and the smoke forget the horizon. The sun hides behind it before the stage is set. But when will it be ready. Its dark all over. 

I believe in an upward movement. We will "rise" because something weighs us down--maybe gravity or just the sense of gravity. And so, we'd naturally rise and defy the balance.