October 2023
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Friday
Anyone should have or if not already, listen to Springsteen’s No Nukes Concert. It is… superb. Cramming for an exam. It’s not that hard really. But I try to attain a logical perfection, where my psychological states coincide and form a perfect synthesis of my understanding and misunderstanding of the reading, which makes it increasingly Continue reading
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Saturday
Woke up under the gaze of the black curtains Could not fall back asleep. Woke up by the sound of a dog It came. I made breakfast Then coffee I ate. From then on, not much. Not much till now. Now, I’m writing. But I don’t want to write. And there’s not much to write Continue reading
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Wednesday
It seems like I’m breaking out of a cage. Hurry a lion into the sound of cage. Echo. Because emptiness pervades. ‘Do not test the sound of names if you no longer hear it.’ It was there, but it is here no longer. ‘Its travelled far and far into the past where you’ll have to Continue reading
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Tuesday
Knee me Dude nude I am not what defines me. What defines me are not the things of which I’m made, such as eating fast food, speeding or forgetting my banking password. I am not one who over spends his allowance, or who justifies his extravagance with room for more negotiation; I want nothing more Continue reading
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Saturday
It’s come–the dues. They won’t let me go. I have no money for them anyways. I won’t go anywhere. Giulia. Soft, pale light… I’ve thought for three days for a description of its interior design but I could come up with nothing but that it is simple… that it is elegant and of the stupor Continue reading
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Monday
Happy Thanksgiving. I give my thanks to the people who I’ll never thank. I thank those who surround the people who surround me. I thank the indirect continuity between those and me, who surround themselves with people exactly like them. I thank those who, like the tree, diverge their arms but stay under the same Continue reading
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Tuesday
hot, blistering, cold air down to the beach. Dumplings. dumplings. Tibetan. Cold air Forgot my wallet Shopping. Best dinner in some time. there were three of us. The moon you and me. The road continues everything is black the pebbles, ruts, weeds, mercury-vapor lamps, the man on the street, sleeping, ambulances–sirens. Then the mud and Continue reading
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Sunday
The ugly pre-existence of dream–a person–who then meets the dictates of common sense. Cage: … Me: It’s because I want things within a structure before a structure forms and so it becomes an obstacle rather than guidance, a disintegration rather than order. “The poet’s task, he thought, like the scientist’s, was to capture the universe Continue reading
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Sunday
Woke up. Fixed the fridge Ate Cooked but did not cook the products didn’t form a dog came he played I barked We went to the dog park He played more I read and rested Each day continues like a sluggish tempo Adagio some days, legato some times, Andante and suddenly Largo then its all Continue reading
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