Monday Today I shall only quote this passage that sums up the chaos and disintegrating form of any order–an unifying “anonymous becoming.” “But today, ex post, I know it was the arrow that was the most important, so in telling thisI move it to the forefront, from a myriad of undifferentiated facts I extract the Continue reading

Negation has prerequisies. It’s another good warm day. Smooth and untethered. Smooth because of vicissitudes. Vicissitudes because of ease. And so with both, I experience smoothness and content and troubledness with another attitude; they are no longer what they were. They are now new, different, evolved, born out of a new shell, metamorphisizing. Negation has Continue reading

Monday I have just read “On Nothing” by John Cage again. But I did not think that I’ve read it. For the longest time, I thought I had forgotten it. Forgotten that I remembered it. And so now, I turned back and read it, and it was fabulous. It was light with the touch of Continue reading

The dove spoke to the muskrat, “why do you bother trying to go down to the waters? The stronger could not do it, so why can you?” The muskrat replied, “I didn’t bother. I just went.” “Why would you? The beaver, otter, and all the stronger ones couldn’t. So, what chance did you bet on? Continue reading

slaves of effect. I am… choose to be free at the cost of having nothing rather than “free” because i possess a thing or two I hold things off. till over the edge. Pass the deadline. i dont know. I dont care. I dont care for deadlines. They matter to me. But their consequences don’t. Continue reading