YuHeng's blog

If I can be unhappy and still go through with this tedious homework, then there will be no other times in which I could not do this thing, for I would never be this unhappy and find it as difficult as this again. Can I conclude this thought before I even found out about it and still claim that this perseverance, forbearance has always been there? At the moment, the present has only revealed shadows of the past that have identified with me now. They were merely shadows upon shadows before, unknown and unformed. Now, they creep upon my revelation, which because of their dominion, no revelations negate their existence; they were there the whole time. Time doesn’t follow itself. At least, I don’t follow the nature of time, that I belong to those shadows… Beneath the surface of life, which is not necessarily the abyss, I do not think that there is a time to be followed, but only a mass progression of time, which though everyone follows, also pursues everyone.