Must not oversleep. Took the dog up the mountain–a trail led me somewhere. I was going in, penetrating… it was warm and wet–the woods. I took my walk slowly as the shades cooled the scorching sun. Then, I realized that I had ended up where I was two years ago… the park, alone, where it was empty without shadows. I looked around. My dog started barking. What had happened within those two years was some sort of a paralysis, and at that moment the stimulus came back to me. There was no more shade, shadows, people that I had known.
Evening:
the waiter on the phone was quirky. I hardly understood him.
Went home, ate takeout–katsu.
Finished homework just in time–again. It’s exasperating me. I must figure out an alternative way, otherwise… well, it’ll be the same, stuck in a stasis–not pleasurable.

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