May 2022
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Monday
Thought it was wednesday today, then tuesday, then finally monday. It’s tuesday but I’ll reflect on what I did yesterday. I went skiing. Last day of the season. Been focusing too much on my form, and not much of the fun. But fun usually comes for me when I have good form. So I always Continue reading
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Saturday
“Or else you will tell them of the deeds of peace: in countries infested with comfort an odour of forum and of nubile women, the yellow coins of purest ring, fingered under palms, and peoples on the march on strong spices…” Anabasis. “we shall not dwell forever in these yellowed lands, our pleasance…” how memory Continue reading
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Tuesday
if I had written down everything, remembered everything, and had forgotten nothing, then I’d be more of an abstraction than I am. I would have had some trace of form, some stains of memory, but I’d have had nothing left to explore when everything was exhausted and emptied. 2:34 Pm. Black thunder raining down, smoking Continue reading
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Sunday
Corrugations of the white sun Dissolve Vials of dust that ivory shades hold. Continue reading
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Sunday
White corrugations of the sun dissolve vials of dust that ivory shades hold. Continue reading
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Thursday
Milk and honey. Don’t go golf. No. Yes. Why not. Because I don’t want you to. Ok. Ok. I went to golf. But I wish I hadn’t. I should always not go when I have the chance. Always not go because you are free. You are free because you do nothing. You can do nothing Continue reading
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Friday
there is nothing that is of itself, of the relation of itself. It is through something that exists outside of itself, of the likeness of another that it manages to manifest as anything, for there is no likeness between us, even if we say that we possess different “selves.” We base ourselves upon others who Continue reading
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Tuesday
Almost half a year gone. Well—one third, but almost.I haven’t been posting. Not for lack of words—those I always have—but for lack of sitting down to write them here. I’ve scattered things on private accounts, small fragments, but I think I should hold to this one: my blog. An itching resolve to post everyday. Not Continue reading
